I have a mission in life: It is a mission that occupies my mind day and night -- it is the reason why I do what I do. Some might say it is impractical, perhaps even futile, I would say otherwise.

Perhaps my conviction that I will one day complete this mission is based on nothing more than basic human stubbornness, which, in turn, is based on incorrect reasoning -- or maybe it's based on something more. Maybe it's a feeling that exists within me as the sum effect of knowledge resultant from a hundred thousand lives within the Matrix. Maybe I'm full of it.

My mission is to attain the ability to project on command. Based on the supposition that this is possible, I will go down every avenue available to me, explore every metaphysical nook and cranny to ensure I achieve it. At the very least I will be able, come this body's demise, to stand before whoever and whatever it is that awaits me, and state "well, I tried." If I fail it won't be for lack of trying.

Thus far, through my explorations, I have advanced my internal awareness to the point I can hear a tactile-like sound that I am able to manipulate via the following practises: relaxation, forced dissociation, intent (specific commands) and energy work. I'm still attempting to piece together what does what, and map what it is I think I'm experiencing. The other night I stumbled upon a particular method of fixing my internal awareness, resulting in extreme dissociation -- more developed than I have ever experienced previously -- along with clairaudience and a noticeable upward shift in my internal visualizing ability, and a generally anomalous sense of spatial alteration.

I'll refrain from detailing it for the time being, wait and see where it takes me first. This whole exercise does seem like some gigantic puzzle that I'm solving from the inside-out. I confess it's fascinating, but I can't deny a degree of impatience alongside it. Give me my fucking cake already! Lol.

Yeah, updates will follow as and when I feel like it. Ciao.

you are the wind beneath my winnits.

wait, that was gas.


you should focus on your bodily vibrations, become light. lighter than.. a baby.

ascended mastas didn't die. they vibrated out of this reality-sphere "ha ha ho ho he he"-style. i think you could do this, you did suspect you're jesus after all

That was essentially what I was told last year (by some ET's). Focus your intent repeatedly on becoming 'light'. Hm.

I do get vibrations... but they're not the OBE type, they're much more subtle, and natural-feeling, than that.

I think the problem I had before was that I was fixating on this sound at a point inside my head and it was building up pressure. One time I even heard a robot voice emerge from the static and say "Life in danger" -- which was fucking insane. Now that I'm widening my internal awareness on the sound it's causing no pressure at all. Last night something very unexpected happened, however. For a split second I felt myself 'go', and then I felt this sharp twinge up my right leg, which made me stop what I was doing.

Truth is, aside from the supposition that I'm effecting the composition and energetical matrix of my other body/bodies, I have no fucking clue what I'm doing. Ha... maybe this is how spontaneous human combustion happens. 

Now this is interesting. 

The previous night the eye buzzing phenomena was ticklish to the point of becoming almost painful; last night, I felt myself go.

Focused on the sound of the energy flowing up from the base chakra to the crown, I entered a meditative period, not more than a 5-10 seconds, my mind still and without thought. Suddenly, I slipped forwards, legs first. I almost went completely with it, but my surprise was enough to pull me back.

I've never projected feet first before. And this was doubly odd because I wasn't even intending projection. It was a riff on the sudden falling sensation that people experience from time to time on the boundaries of sleep. Albeit more long-lasting and somehow unsettling (FEET first, sliding out of your body!).

I'm not sure what to make of this. My intention is to recreate the precise conditions that cause the ear buzzing phenomena, so that, post understanding that it is a window to some hitherto unknown form of bodily separation, I can recreate it every time.

This throws, if not a spanner in the works, then another scrap of intrigue. Hm...

It's a strange feeling isn't it? Especially the full body vibration. Feels like your entire body is a cell phone set on "vibrate". lol  

That's actually a very accurate description. The sensations I experienced in my hands, especially, were very reminiscent of low-level cellphone vibrations. Albeit more... pleasurable.

To further add on to that post, during a meditation once, I was told that the right hand is for work related and intricate tasks while the left hand is for pleasure.

Just thought that was interesting.

In some places the left hand is for wiping your ass and the other for eating. I seens it once..down south.

Indeed Hal hands are meant to fulfill many different goals. And in the case of vibrations the hands are very sensitive to energy. They can be used for healing, sensing energy, receiving and sending energy, and etc.

I think "Living the moment" in these times with yourself and being absolutely aware of what goes on within, ie, feelings, that inner voice, noticing changes, touches (strokes on fingers and in particular hands - or a lot of activity going on around with your chakra - when I may have been contemplating information and asking myself if the information is so - or did it fit with me) - and all the other signs or answers that come through dreams or chakras or meditative events that occur are all very relevant and important I believe - as answers to our questions from our meditation, guides or out of body experiences relate to vibrations.

Often for me I would get many of the same answers coming in different practices. We are supposed to have this ability to heal ourselves and live in the moment. Humans are self-healing.

I never thought of that. I suppose what you mean is similar to.. the state of the major chakras reflect aspects of your health? Except in the case of vibrations.. like acupuncture spots.. but related to the psyche?

I often get vibrations on my crown and around my third eye, mainly third eye, when I think of saying something specific to somebody, except when it's something that would hurt their feelings most likely. Or if it's.. I dunno, bad? I made a thread about it once but its lost now..

I've experimented by saying the thing which the vibrations reacted to.. sometimes people react badly, and other times slightly annoyed, or..don't care at all. It's happened with Drako and me. I'll say something, then be like "i got the bad vibes from this.. are you pissed?" and he..wasn't.. or was he?

I sort of meant that trying to force a chakra open could result in bad things. You might want to focus on one hand at a time. Open them just like any other chakra – by visualizing pure light entering the palm of your hand, and picturing it entering the palm and swirling around your palm, and going up your arms to your solar plexus and out your crown chakra

They can be used for healing, whether its yourself or others, sensing energy, receiving and sending energy, and probably other things I haven't figured out yet.You can also create an invisible ball of energy between both of your hands. Theres probably a particular use for this but I don’t know.

It's just picking up on energy. Activating certain chakras

Yeah, sometimes I’m left going HUH? Whenever I read my own work too.