I think the time has come where I can be confident in asserting that I have the capability to remove aches, pangs, and pain and pressure sensations from inside my head -- or 'headaches' as the world refers to them as.
Though I don't have as much opportunity as I would like to experiment with this apparent ability, due to rarely suffering them, nevertheless, last year I experienced, that I can recall (lol), somewhere in the region of six or seven of them.
Aside from one particularly nasty headache -- the combined result of too much St John's Wort and an extreme lack of fluid intake, I suspect -- which I was only able to numb (quite considerably, however); all the others were removed either instantaneously or within the space of several seconds.
I can recall, with some amusement, how I spent the best part of two hours dealing with a terribly frustrating headache, until -- on my way back home -- I reminded myself of my previous two successes at removing headaches, and, without trying or focusing particularly hard, subsequently removed it within the space of a couple of seconds.
Sometimes I inadvertently cause headaches to materialize through my energy work manipulations. I am able to remove these instantly simply by, as I always do, understanding, nay knowing, that these 'headaches' are fundamentally nonphysical in essence -- and then balancing out the energy in that particular sector. It's essentially a shift in viewpoint, a change of perspective, synchronizing my internal awareness with something more resembling the actual structure in place.
When this happens, I sense and feel, internally, the energy breaking down and dissipating, blending together with the energy surrounding it, and in these moments I realize that the physical body is secondary to the energy one.
Reflecting on all this, it's difficult to know how to react: obviously it's a great skill to have, but I'm not on this journey this to pick-up a few neat party tricks along the way. I'm more concerned with the inter-relationship and connecting mechanisms at play between these two bodies, and how consciousness itself fits in with it all. There's a symbiosis at work, but to what extent I do not know, and while I have many working theories and models which I toy with, I need to be able to do more before they can be fully verified.
The most important question of all is whether my ability to remove pain is restricted to the inside of my head: I've never actually attempted to remove pain from elsewhere on my body so I wouldn't know. Furthermore, if I am able to remove pain, perhaps the reverse is true -- certainly, my experiences last year, where I caused orgasmic sensations of energy to pulse up through me, suggest this may be possible.
Also there was that one incident a couple of years back where I experienced total bodily bliss by energy raising for a sustained period of time.
All of which not only makes me wonder about the inherent potential in effecting, removing from, and adding to, my basic bodily 'feeling'; but compels me to push the envelope out further, to not be afraid to attempt such things.
Anyway, it's late, and I should have gone to bed an hour ago, but I wanted to get this out there all the same.
